She's Like Texas - Josh Abbott Band

Well...there is one thing. This song is written about a girl from Texas! Here's to new beginnings and long-term love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yapf2QvFHfw

She's Like Texas - Josh Abbott Band.

Goodbye

November 28,2011 1:39 AM

                This is a letter to Claire, that I will never send. It will help me to write down my feelings in order to fully move on. I honestly still wish that I could pick up the phone and hear her sweet voice, the typical “Hello” with her was more like a breath of fresh air J I guess though sometimes love is not felt each way, and while I didn’t know her long enough to fall in love from what I did come to know she was everything I wanted to fall in love with/for.

                I’m  not perfect, who is? Jesus , but maybe I wasn’t compassionate enough and maybe God took you away because I wasn’t on the right road in my heart. Through the maybes though, I understand that I expressed to you how much I cared for you and those feelings still live even after you shut em down, and after knowing that you are with another guy now. It’s unique, I’ve never thought I would hold onto a flame/feelings knowing that you chose another guy over me, but I guess here that situation is.

                In some ways I feel like becoming Rocky Balboa, taking up boxing and wishing for this guy to be my opponent in the ring. And while I’d love to fight him for you, I wouldn’t fight someone for love because I wouldn’t have to if you loved me back. I would just like to beat him up and then walk away the victor. Maybe that is immature, maybe it’s human nature or even insecurity. I don’t know but I wanted to write down how much I cared about you, how I can’t ever stop thinking about you more than a few days at most, and how I wish to God I would have came and seen you, and been a better man. I pray God hears my heart, and you come back; although this letter would then lack purpose as I am trying to put all of my feelings down so that I can truly move on. Thank you  God.  I do hope you are smiling and happy, I am strong enough to be alone because I have my faith in God and he knows my heart.  And there must be someone better for me.  I trust in the Lord, walk by faith not bight sight or even by feeling as my heart had all of those going on.